After a night spent with my baby i sit here at home in a trance feeling all empty.
I really miss Ellie and i want to see her so bad I dont know what to do. I have
literally sat in this chair all day wishing i could be with her. I have never been attached to one single person in this world, there hasnt been anyone in my life i
couldnt go days without seeing, what am i talking about, hours without seeing, thats
more like it. I have found I have grown emotionally attached to Ellie. I really am
in love with this girl. When i get to sit around and think I find myself always thinking of Ellie and our future together and the thoughts of her being in my life forever make me happier than anything in the world. I really cant see myself living without her and I hope she realizes how much i love her, how i feel about her, i really hope ive been open enough for that to be possible.
